“mentally buffering 24/7”/Thoughts at 3am /Writeflow

I seriously thought I’d have my life together by now.

Like I thought I’d be one of those people who wakes up early, drinks water, journals, answers texts on time and somehow always smells good.

Instead I spend 40 minutes choosing a song just to stare out the window dramatically.

Every few days I randomly decide I’m going to “change my life.” I clean my room, make a playlist, drink iced coffee and suddenly I think I’ve become a new person.

By night I’m back in bed watching random videos and ignoring responsibilities like it’s a full-time job.

Also why do small things affect me so much? One pretty sunset and suddenly life is worth living again.

I think I romanticize everything because otherwise I’d actually have to deal with reality.

But honestly, maybe everyone’s just pretending a little. Like we’re all trying to look put together while mentally buffering 24/7.

Got a random thought at 3am turned  into a post.  If you are new make sure to follow,  like and share.  I’ll meet until the next post. Bye 👋

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