I seriously thought I’d have my life together by now.
Like I thought I’d be one of those people who wakes up early, drinks water, journals, answers texts on time and somehow always smells good.
Instead I spend 40 minutes choosing a song just to stare out the window dramatically.
Every few days I randomly decide I’m going to “change my life.” I clean my room, make a playlist, drink iced coffee and suddenly I think I’ve become a new person.
By night I’m back in bed watching random videos and ignoring responsibilities like it’s a full-time job.
Also why do small things affect me so much? One pretty sunset and suddenly life is worth living again.
I think I romanticize everything because otherwise I’d actually have to deal with reality.
But honestly, maybe everyone’s just pretending a little. Like we’re all trying to look put together while mentally buffering 24/7.
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