➡️ : it all happened today
Hello everyone. I’ve something to tell yall . Ik , ik i should give y’all some life update but giving a surprise post after disappearing for almost half of the year is worth it cause it’s very serious.
Today i had my chemistry test plus my phy preboard is tomorrow. Yesterday i didn’t even opened my chemistry notes as I was doing physics . But just like every Sunday in an Indian household i.e choas everywhere . I woke up pretty early for a weekend 9am and opened my chemistry notebook then i took shower . Again licking my notes ( not literally) I was super anxious and nervous it has happened with me alot of times , idk why I’m overwhelmed by anything now. Any little stress and I’m crying 😭 all over then looking into the situation and then gain crying cause it’s unimaginable. Now you’ll think I’m dramatizing no fr my good luck has vanished after 2019 evrything is turning upside down .
I was studying outside in balcony and my mother called me to help her as she was rearranging my room cause she thinks that my almirah is covering up alot of space and the room was dirty af. Then I got it done , back to study then it was time for lunch as i was getting late for tuition test was at 2.30pm . I shoved in food and then went , halfway through there was a huge traffic jam !!! What !! As if already getting kate wasn’t enough !! Then I reached my tution at 2.49 . It doesn’t stop here , when I entered what I saw ,,😱 there was my physics teacher standing in front of me telling me you’re late . But then I sat and got the test . Obviously my stressed mind and mixed info in my head 🗣️ maddened me . I did some questions and left some but idk if I’ll score marks for them or not . Then I went back home and saw some guests they were here to see someone ( my brother’s hand is fractured so …) And I googled the paper saw that 1st and 2nd part i obviously did wrong 😭. Rest of the answers I didn’t check . I scrolled my phone to ask what others did on test . Then something really terrible happened guess what ???
I saw the date which is 8 th Dec 24 today right ? But I wrote 12th dec on my test even though I checked the date and it was in mm/dd/yy format 😭😶🌫️😶. I literally screamed now if my sir will check the paper what he’ll say ” she scored less marks plus she even did the date wrong , today’s kids ” – my overthinking brain 🧠. Or even worse that I was high on something well it was stress 😬. I’m speechless that I can do this type of mistake. I mean i need a therapist 🗣️!
Pray for me guys I think I’m getting mad 🫠.
Wish me luck for boards . Soon i will bring a good post I’m little occupied with alot rn specially class 12th boards .,..
Bye 👋
Ps : need to be stressing for preboard now !!!


Pre boards can be really stressful and difficult, I pray you’ll get through these tough times. Also, oof the desi household drama sure is universal especially during exams, ain’t it? Best of luck for your pre boards amd boards too🫡
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