Hola Humans , if you’re normal you probably get ‘that’ feeling?
That feeling which I call unknown anxiety. It’s 11.31pm rn and everyone’s almost asleep while my eyes are straining over my phone as I begin to write . I was reading my old blog posts and landed on my subscription page where I saw faces from THE PAST . Yep . I saw all those bloggers which I used to get along with in this corner of the internet. It was fun honestly. But time flies faster than we think and they disappeared into the air , fainter and fainter as I see . I don’t think they’re ever coming back . I begin to re read their posts and some of them made their sites private or deleted. I was sad and equally wondering what had happened to them . Was school stress took over their interest for blogging ? Does college become a burden ? Are they even alive ? Yeah , these thoughts were coming one by one , i didn’t get time to stop thinking and my adhd ah ! Then I was imagining their life now ….are they enjoying their life without their blogging? As I was thinking I felt uneasy and something was churning inside my stomach and my heart was beating faster . Probably some part of me knew I would might end up like them as life’s getting tougher to keep up with blogging so I read my old posts realising how happy I was . I’m glad I started this journey and I really really hope those people are living their as they dreamt. I’ll try to never leave this place which I created .
This is the feeling I call Unknown anxiety.
bye
writeflow
its 11.40pm now .
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